Weeks passed by like a flash. Exams are happening every week or two. This concludes:" Life sucks when exams happens."

Lol being random now. :))

Time really flies regardless of whether you're having fun or not. Field Camp which was a complete nightmare is now a thing of the past, something which I will never encounter in my entire NAVY life. Like every other Tekong BMT guys, I never expected myself to be posted into the NAVY. And now my friends and I play an important role in this 'family' system. Life is great in the NAVY, the friends you make, the activities you do together.

I remember that initially, I joined the Army early so as to stop studying since I wasn't even interested, but now that I'm in the NAVY, I'm not studying because I want to but rather..I must. My life now takes a new route, not left or right, but UP.

Thanks to my girlfriend who has been through alot with me for the past 2 years. Loving you deeply. I try to overlook the things you do, but because of my nature, I can't seem to sit still when you're not in my sight, not that I don't trust you. It's just that I need to see to believe. Hope you're having fun at ShangHai and DON'T GET INTO ANY TROUBLE.

-Wisely-

Right..

CAKE! Courtesy of Cheryl Goh. I was VERY Touched. Thanks!

I GOT MY HANDS ON THIS! O: !!!!!!!!!

Do I Remember...:

The first time I went to the Dentist, yea.

The first time I had Chickenpox, yea.

The first time I celebrated something, no.

The last time I cried, no.

The only time I enjoyed crowds, no.

The last time I felt EXTREMELY BORED? Like...RIGHT NOW.

No matter how much I want to close my eyes. It's not easy for me to fall asleep. Lately I've been thinking alot, mostly about what I'm going to do after serving my NS. I dream to become a pastry chef / baker. On the other hand, I would like to join the police force, the only problem lies within myself. I have no confidence in both choices I've made, I want to be good at what I choose but both choices are new to me.

That's right, the only time I'm loud and confident is when I'm doing something I'm certain of and experienced in. I'm not power hungry, I do not seek power, but what I fear is when it comes into my hand and I lose control over it.

Yes it does happen, I will get confident over time, and over-confident the next.

I dislike immediate changes. I dislike plans that's been made postponed or canceled during the last minute.

What I hope to achieve is total self control and endurance, just this two alone will help me alot in the future.

This is not a prayer, I do not pray. Just writing whatever I'm thinking of now. Kay good night.